Faith and Hope Despite Migraines

How Do You Focus on Faith In The Midst of Chronic Illness?

Living with chronic illness feels like unending suffering.  That's what I feel I've been doing for the past 25 years and especially over the past few weeks.  Sleep has been a stranger to me and pain has been my companion.  So much so that I've fallen into a despair of sorts many, many times.  Why must I suffer so?  These things combined have ravished my emotional spirit and has challenged it's strength to withstand the barrage of hits against it.  I began to question the reason for the path God has chosen for me.  Does He really believe I was made to endure this lifestyle?  Because in this moment, I feel like I'm failing.  In my heart I know that the Lord has me and has no intentions of ever leading me astray.  Yet, when in the throes of pain and insomnia, thinking becomes clouded and unsure and the flesh begins to deceive us. 

We all go through phases in our lives when we doubt ourselves and sometimes the Lord.  When life finds us going through tumultuous times it can bring us to the point of asking Him, "Why me?  Why this?  Why now?".   As mortals we can waiver in our faith and I am no stranger to it nor am I afraid to say that I sometimes do.  But whatis it that brings me back to the truth of my Savior?  My revelation came to me while watching the funeral service for the late Whitney Houston.  Her home-going was so uplifting and celebrated her love of the Lord.  Yes, she was flawed as are all of us but her faith brought her back to her center.  She had some personal struggles and one of them might have bested her but her faith never waivered.  That realization became so obvious to me.  Why am I allowing my faith to waiver in this time of weakness?  The Lord would never give me anything that I can't handle.  He has entrusted me with this precious life and I must acknowledge His unwaivering faith in me.


So, to answer the question, "How do you build and maintain hope when your life is dominated by migraine disease or another headache disorder?", my longstanding faith has in many ways held the hope I had in having a fulfilling life despite my chronic pain.  As I look back, even as a young girl, I had always found some form of relief in turning to God.  I eventually learned to give it all to Him.  So many moments in my life have been extremely trying and overwhelming.  I constantly asked the questions, "Why me? Why do I have to deal with all of this?".  And when I prayed and let go of the responsibility to fix all that was wrong with my life, I have always ended up with a hugh sense of relief and a renewed hope.  I believe that God has chosen this path for me because He knew that I had the strength to handle it and that I would learn to use my disease as a platform rather than a crutch.  I find hope in knowing that there is something bigger out there that I am ultimately responsible for.  So, this burden I will try to no longer carry.  Yes, it's sometimes impossible to do when in the midst of pain and depression, but I know that there's something greater at the end of all this suffering.

Pain doesn't last always and even if my earthly life involves pain for the remainder of it, my eternal life most definitely will be without any pain, fear, sorrow or weakness.  This I can always find relief in and maybe Whitney did so also.  His plan for me isn't suffering but to learn what's true and constant depsite of it.  That happens to be Him and my faith.


"And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you." (1 Peter 5:10)







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Eat 15g or Less of This Daily to Help Slim Your Waistline

By Dr. Mercola


In today's world it's more difficult than ever to keep your weight under control, as evidenced by the fact that over 2/3 of all American adults are now overweight or obesei, as are one in three children.


Part of the blame rests with the processed food corporations that spend billions of dollars marketing unhealthy foodsii as "healthy choices."


So what do "naturally thin" people know that the rest don't?


David Zinczenco, editor in chief of Men's Health magazine, and Matt Goulding address this question in a recent article featured on Yahoo Healthiii, stating that most thin people tend to live by a series of "laws" that keep them from gaining excess weight.


These seven rules are simple enough that most can follow them:


Avoid "Dieting": By dieting, you're setting yourself up to gain more weight than ever.
Avoid "Fat-Free": Fat doesn't make you fat; you need fat in your diet to help you process certain nutrients.
Sit Down to Eat: Eating more slowly and savoring your meal boosts levels of two hormones that make you feel fuller.
Plan Your Meals and Snacks: Planning your responses to hunger helps you shed pounds faster.
Eat Protein: Those who eat moderately high levels of protein (including organic animal protein) are twice as likely to lose weight and keep it off as those who don't eat much protein.
Move Around: "Fit people stay fit by having fun."
Watch Less TV: Nearly 30 percent of people who watch more than four hours of TV a day have a BMI of 30 or higher.
(To read more about these rules, please see the original article.) I do believe Americans in particular have traded convenience for health, and that is partly visible in the list above.


Staying lean includes skipping conveniences like fast food and driving everywhere you need to go... It's important to understand that poor dietary and lifestyle choices are at the very root of skyrocketing obesity- and disease rates. But, while the seven "laws of thin people" compiled by Zinczenco and Goulding are good ones, from my experience these rules are still coming up a short. So, below I will review several more that I believe are CRUCIAL factors for successful long-term weight management and optimal health.


Rule #1: Severely Limit Fructose in Your Diet


It is important to understand that your diet is THREE times more important for controlling your weight than your exercise. It's very easy to sabotage any benefit you'd receive from exercise by consuming fructose-laden foods and beverages, including sports drinks, sodas, and fruit juices. If you consume any processed foods or sweetened beverages at all, reading the labels is a necessity. You may be shocked to realize just how much sugar is in the products you consume on a regular basis.


Why is limiting fructose so important for weight management and optimal health?


The reasons are numerous, but if I could make you memorize just one thing that can truly help you improve your health, it would be that eating fat does not make you fat; eating excessive fructose does! If you were to view soda with the same disdain most people give to a chunk of lard, you'd be on the right track... Ironically though, the lard would actually be more healthful for you than the soda!


Fructose simultaneously prevents weight loss and promotes fat storage, by:


Diminishing your satiety (feelings of fullness) as it does not stimulate a rise in leptin, one of the most powerful hunger and fat storage regulators in your body. And, of course, when you're feeling hungry you tend to eat more.
Leptin resistance, just like insulin resistance, is also one of the most significant factors underlying a vast array of diseases. For example, it plays a significant if not primary role in the development of heart disease, obesity, diabetes, osteoporosis, autoimmune diseases, reproductive disorders, and perhaps the rate of aging itself.


Not suppressing ghrelin (also known as "the hunger hormone"). Glucose, on the other hand, does suppress ghrelin, making you feel satiated
Slowly, if consumed chronically, causing insulin resistance, which hampers weight loss efforts
Converting directly to fat more readily than any other sugar. It is also known to raise triglycerides significantly
Robbing your body of micronutrients while assimilating itself for use (in the case of foods containing high fructose corn syrup. Whole fruits on the other hand does not have this particular problem as the fruit contains all these extra nutrients along with the fructose)
With all these simultaneous factors coming into play every time you consume fructose, it's easy to see why a high-fructose diet can propel you into a vicious cycle of over-eating while also being malnourished.


My recommendation is to keep your total fructose intake below 25 grams of fructose per day, if you're in good health. Most people will also benefit from limiting your fructose from fruit to 15 grams a day, and, if you need to lose weight, you likely will need to limit your total fructose consumption to 15 grams a day total, including that from fruit.


Rule # 2: Reduce Your Grain Carb Consumption


Excess weight Depression Bloating High blood pressure
Fatigue and frequent sleepiness Brain fogginess Low blood sugar High triglycerides
If you experience any of the following symptoms, chances are very good that the excess carbohydrates in your diet are, in part or whole, to blame: the primary reason for cutting out as many grain carbs as possible is because grains convert into sugar in your body, spiking your insulin levels. Eventually, your body becomes insulin resistant, and that's when the majority of the problems really set in. Obesity is just the beginning. Insulin resistance is in fact one of the hallmarks of nearly every chronic disease known to man, from diabetes, to heart disease, to cancer.


If you want to be optimally healthy and normalize your weight, reducing your carb consumption is essential. This includes:


Breads and baked goods (ALL grains, including organic ones)
Rice
Pasta
Potatoes
We all need a certain amount of carbohydrates, of course, but, through our addiction to grains, corn, sweets and other starchy and sugary foods, we are consuming far too many. Your body's storage capacity for carbohydrates is quite limited, so here's what happens to all the excess: they are converted, via insulin, into fat and stored in the adipose (fatty) tissue.


Rule # 3: Increase Your Healthy Fat Consumption


Carbs (sugars) provide your body with energy, but it's fast burning and doesn't satisfy very long. Once you decrease carbs in the form of sugar/fructose and grains, you need to replace them with increased amounts of vegetable carbs and healthy saturated fats. Fats will not only make you feel satiated longer than carbs, but will also provide you with high quality fuel your body needs. And, while eating grains and sugars will raise your insulin levels and promote insulin resistance, eating fat does not. However, the quality of the fats is very important. Loading up on margarine and vegetable oils is asking for trouble as these types of trans fats have been linked to:


Cancer: They interfere with enzymes your body uses to fight cancer Decreased immune function: They reduce your immune response Obesity
Diabetes: They interfere with the insulin receptors in your cell membranes Problems with reproduction: They interfere with enzymes needed to produce sex hormones Heart disease: Trans fats can cause major clogging of your arteries
At the other end of the spectrum you have saturated fats, which are:


Preferred fuel for your heart


Useful antiviral agents (caprylic acid)


Useful for lowering cholesterol levels (palmitic and stearic acids)


Carriers for important fat-soluble vitamins A, D, E and K, and required for the conversion of carotene to vitamin A, for mineral absorption, and for a host of other biological processes


Effective as an anticaries, antiplaque and anti fungal agents (lauric acid)


Modulators of genetic regulation and prevent cancer (butyric acid)




Sources of healthy fats that you'll want to add to your diet include:


Olives and Olive oil (for cold dishes) Coconuts, and coconut oil (for all types of cooking and baking) Butter made from raw grass-fed organic milk
Raw Nuts, such as, almonds or pecans Organic pastured egg yolks Avocados
Grass fed meats Palm oil Unheated organic nut oils
Another healthful fat you want to be mindful of is animal-based omega-3. Deficiency in this essential fat can cause or contribute to very serious health problems, both mental and physical, and may be a significant underlying factor of up to 96,000 premature deaths each year. For more information about omega-3's and the best sources of this fat, please review this previous article.


Rule # 4: Avoid All "Diet" Foods, Especially Diet Sodas


Soda, in my opinion, is one of the primary health threats. A single can of Coke contains about 10 teaspoons of sugar. However, the alternative may be even worse. Diet sodas, which typically contain either aspartame or sucralose (Splenda), or a combination of both, can wreak havoc on your health in just as many ways as fructose, but since they are manmade chemicals, the toxic ramifications and side effects can be magnified.


Billions of dollars worth of advertising tells you that diet soda gives you all the pleasure of a sweet beverage or snack without any of the worries associated with excess calories. Too bad it really is too good to be true.


In fact, artificial sweeteners have actually been positively linked to weight gain—not weight loss! More recent research has demonstrated that your brain can tell the difference between real and artificial sugar, and not only are artificial sugars less satisfying to your brain at a cellular level, they also increase your craving for the real thing. So artificially sweetened foods and snacks, and diet soda in particular, must be avoided if you don't want to fuel sugar cravings.


Rule # 5: Be Sure to Eat PLENTY of Organic Vegetables


One of the best ways to improve your health is to make sure you're eating plenty of fresh, minimally processed high quality vegetables, ideally locally-grown and organic, with a majority of them consumed raw. One simple way to boost your vegetable intake is to juice them. I highly recommend it to anyone working to restore or improve their health. You can review my comprehensive approach to how to juice on my vegetable juicing page.


And for every vegetable you pack onto your plate or into your glass, you'll have less room for all those other simple carbohydrates that can expand your waistline.


Rule # 6: Optimize Your Exercise Program


A healthy diet and exercise go hand in hand when it comes to creating and maintaining optimal health. If you are struggling with your weight, exercise is clearly one of the key factors that can synergize the effects of healthy food choices. But did you know that by making some minor changes in the types of exercises you engage in, you can speed up and dramatically improve the results?


It's true.


The key to boosting weight loss and getting the most out of your exercise routine is to make sure to incorporate high-intensity, short-burst-type exercises, such as my Peak Fitness Program, two to three times per week. Several studies have confirmed that exercising in shorter bursts with rest periods in between burns more fat than exercising continuously for an entire session.


This has been shown to hold true even when the session is not done at an extremely high intensity.


This may be because these types of exercises are the closest to how the human body was designed to move—like that of a hunter-gatherer. A recent study highlights the benefits of this type of daily movement. The researchers noted that the ideal "exercise prescription" would include the following aspects of normal hunger-gatherer living:


A variety of exercises performed regularly (weight training, cardio, stretching, etc.) Alternate difficult days with easier days Exercise outdoors, which helps maintain vitamin D levels and improve mood
Interval training sessions performed once or twice a week Weight training at least twice a week Walk and run on softer, uneven terrain, such as grass and dirt, possibly barefoot or using "simpler shoes that do not drastically restrict foot motion or alter natural foot strike dynamics"
Exercise with a friend to receive social stimulation as well Ample time for rest after physical exertion Recreational activities, including dancing and sex
I completely agree that variety is yet another key to getting the most benefits from your exercise. A sound, well-rounded regimen would include:


High intensity interval exercises
Conventional aerobics
Strength training
Core exercises like Pilates
Stretching like Yoga or active isolated stretching
If you're like most Americans, you probably have between a few and several unnecessary pounds you'd prefer not to be carrying around every day. I'm here to tell you that not only is it possible to take off the extra weight with a little thoughtful planning, it is also possible to keep the weight off simply by following a few sensible guidelines above and my nutrition plan.


References:


i Overweight and Obesity Statistics, Weight-control Information Network, February 2010.
ii Subliminal Stimuli, Wikipedia.
iii The 7 Laws of Leanness, Yahoo! Health, September 27, 2011: David Zinczenko and Matt Goulding.

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Medication and Weight Gain

So many of us who are on several medications suffer from unwanted side effects. One of the most common is weight gain.  It isn't fully known why some medications cause us to pack on the pounds.  Maybe doctors can lower the dose or change the medication to a different class to help curb the increase in weight.  I was reading the latest issue of Reader's Digest and they had a helpful chart of weight gain causing drugs and alternatives to those particular drugs.  A lot of these I noticed are common among many of us and I felt it helpful to share them so that we can stay informed and ready to make changes, if necessary.



DRUGS
FOR
COULD CAUSE WEIGHT GAIN
SKINNY
ALTERNATIVE
READER'S DIGEST EXPERT SAYS
Depression
SSRIs such as paroxetine (Paxil, Pexeva), citalopram (Celexa)
Bupropion (Wellbutrin, Aplenzin)
Some researchers believe SSRI-style drugs increase appetite.  Antidepressants that affect dopamine, such as bupropion, may actually reduce hunger.
High blood pressure, coronary artery disease
Powerful beta-blockers such as metoprolol (Lopressor), atenolol (Tenormin)
Mixed alpha- and beta-blockers such as carvedilol (Coreg)
With the single-effect beta-blockers, it can be harder to lose weight, possibly because they reduce metabolic rate.
Allergies
The antihistamine diphenhydramine (Benadryl, Alka-Seltzer Plus Allergy)
Antihistamines loratadine (Claritin), cetrizine (Zyrtec)
The alternatives contain different, less potent active chemicals, decreasing the chances that the drugs will boost appetite.
Insomnia
Diphenhydramine (in over-the-counter brands Sominex, Unisom, Nytol)
Zolpidem (in prescription Ambien)
Occasionally taking an over-the-counter sleep aid shouldn’t cause weight gain; for every night help, consider switching to prescription.

You can find more weight gaining medications at http://www.rd.com/health/gaining-weight-maybe-its-your-medicine/.


Nuzzo, Regina. "Gaining Weight? Maybe It's Your Medicine | Reader's Digest." Reader's Digest: 38. Health Tips, Food and Recipes, Funny Jokes and Cartoons, and Sweepstakes | Reader%u2019s Digest. Reader's Digest. Web. 08 Feb. 2012. <http://www.rd.com/health/gaining-weight-maybe-its-your-medicine/>.

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Migraineurs: 5 Ways to Keep Your Sanity in 2012

Migraineurs: 5 Ways to Keep Your Sanity in 2012

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Oh the pain!

Hello again!  I'm in the middle of a very annoying migraine attack.  I am very exhausted.  Sleep has been sporadic and broken.  My energy level is pretty low.  And I'm in pain yet again for another day.  This super sucks.  But I was given some pretty good news earlier in the day.  I received a phone call from Karen, the lady in charge of my case, and she had the name of a neurosurgeon whose office is about an hour from me.  She wanted to know if I would be able to make the trip to see him and I said yes without hesitation.  Now she needs to inform the committee that I said yes and hopefully I'll have an appointment to see him very soon.

You would probably assume that this news would have me over the moon.  Well, for one it's not official yet and two, I'm in pain and I don't want to be nor should I be and that makes it bittersweet.  I've never had this - a real and true treatment. I can't ever forget how it felt feeling super hopeful about a new drug or new approach for it not to work in the end.  For over 25 years I have experienced so many let downs.  It's hard on a person's psyche to have your expectations shot down lower than the bottom of your feet.  It's like having the wind knocked out of you time after time.  But this is real and in my reach.  It feels like it's less than a foot away but those last few inches are long and slow to traverse.

This migraine hurts just like how all the others have.  However, this one seems to have a different pain.  Probably because this time I know I shouldn't have to be and that is a hard concept to be comfortable with.  So, until I hear back from Karen I'll endure another night with this and try to make myself as comfortable as I possibly can.  Hubby will be home tonight and he always makes me feel more relaxed so tonight might not be so bad.

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3 A.M.

I can't sleep.  I have many nights like this where I'm just up.  I'm tired and I want to sleep but something is keeping me awake.  So, since I'm up I decided to make a video talking about why I can't fall asleep and how migraines and chronic headaches have affected my life.


Once you're done watching my video, please take some time to visit the YouTube page of a friend's daughter who has CFS/ME.  She gives a great insight into the life of a young adult with invisible illnesses.






For more information on Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, please visit this website: http://www.hhs.gov/advcomcfs/index.html.

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To Exercise or Not?

     Every time I see my doctor I'm asked if I exercise.  I hate being asked that question.  Well you see, I'm in pain every day and the weather often is a trigger for my migraines and doing any cardio gives me very bad exertion headaches.  So, no I don't.  Now, don't go thinking that I don't want to or that I really enjoy being overweight.  I have a good day with low pain or no pain and start back on an exercise regime.  Then later on I wind up in extreme pain due to reasons stated earlier.  So when doctors, who are thin and aren't in chronic pain, ask me if I exercise and that I should I want to lose it.  Right there in the examination room I want to go off.  But, instead I say no and that I try and how it gets very demotivating to start anew just to be slapped back down in pain.
     I hate my body and I want to lose weight.  So I try over and over again.  At my last visit to my doctor I wanted assistance in starting my weight loss endeavor.  Unfortunately, due to a very fast resting heart rate from taking Abilify, I couldn't be put on phentermine to help me start dropping the pounds.  So I was given a referral to a nutritionist and told to stick to a 1200 calories a day and to not eat any carbs.  I try to stick to it but I'm not very invested these days.  Yet, I have begun to do some light exercise with the help of a free website given to me by my doctor, SparkPeople.com.  I can track what I eat and how much I exercise.  I'm supposed to alternate days by walking 10,000 steps a day and strength building exercises.  With my exercise ball I was able to do about 15 minutes of strength training.  Tomorrow my daughter has a four mile hike to do with her girl scout troop which will help get me to 10,000 steps.  I really want to go but can never rely on how my head will feel when I wake up in the morning.
     I read an article about a study done in Germany, I think, where 52 individuals were put into groups of runners and walkers to see how either form of exercise affects the longevity, frequency, and pain level of migraines.  The study was over a 10 week period and those who were on a running regime had better results.  You can read more about it here.  I just want to be happy and not feel so self-conscious and embarrassed by my size, even though so many people say that I look fine.  I swear that they are just being nice and say to them it's OK to acknowledge my fatness because I'm aware of it daily.  I eat.  I LOVE to eat.  And I have a very bad relationship with food.  It will always be a struggle trying to change how I eat but I can at least really try to stick to an exercise program that will work for me.  I guess we'll have to "weight" and see how it all goes down. I'll keep you posted!

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Migraine Increases Cardiovascular Disease

Please read Teri Robert's post regarding cardiovascular disease and how migraine increases the risk for having it.  





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AHDA Petition for Congressional Hearings on Impact of Headache & Migraine Disorders

The Alliance for Headache Disorders Advocacy has created a petition urging Congressional hearings on the impact of headache and migraine disorders.  The whole point of this particular petition is to make aware all of the facts about headache and migraine disorders and to bring it all out into the open.  Facts like the very disabling effects of headaches and migraines, the stigma of headaches and migraines, inadequate treatment and how many or undertreated, and the extreme underfunding of research.

Please sign the petition, and when you do, read the comments left by people who have or are affected by headache and migraine disorders.  They really do create a snapshot of how life is like for people to have to live with such debilitating chronic pain and how it feels to know that no matter how hard you try and advocate for yourself, you still may not be able to get the medical treatment deserving of your condition.  I know that I have to fight for my care more times than not and that is very hard to do when you are in pain more days out of the month than you are not.


AHDA members will be presenting this petition on the Hill on March 27th.  If you have already signed it, THANK YOU!  If not, hopefully you feel compelled to do so by reading the comments left by petition signers and hopefully from reading headache and migraine blogs like this one.  And please forward and share the petition with family, friends, neighbors, and co-workers.  This is more than extremely important for us to become a national priority.  Think of other chronic conditions like diabetes not being treated like a real disease and people, even medical professionals, suggesting that you are making up your symptoms and when you go to the emergency room for care are treated like a "insulin seeker".  This is what life with a headache or migraine disorder is like.  So please sign the petition and help us put a light on our disease!

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